Self-Sabotage, Boredom & Success

    It’s amazing what awareness brings when you are ready to hear it from within. I am feeling a lot like a big onion right now and as one layer is unveiled another is made clear too. Yesterday I was sitting on my sofa in silence when I realised many reasons why failure has been such a big thing for me in my life. I began to first look…

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DREAMING – Aboriginal Dreamtime

  Okay, feeling a tad spacey today and I have been doing everything I can to feel grounded to this earth. Eating chocolate, stamping feet, dancing, drinking water, putting roots in earth and nothing! So just accepting it may be a side effect of the dreams I have been having and energy waves taking place right now. Last night I dreamt me and Mike were in a garden on my land,…

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Wave of a Dream

Last night I had a pretty interesting dream and I have a feeling it is something to do with the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse on Saturday 3rd of March. I dreamt me and Michael were in a viewpoint somewhere in the world quite high on a hill or cliff overlooking the sea. I said to Michael “look how windy its getting look at the sea” then all of a sudden the wind whipped…

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My Experience of a Speaking Circle At Hawkwood College

Wowser! it was an absolutely amazing day all round.  Hawkswood College in Stroud is a beautiful venue for a course. Gorgeous grounds in the countryside. Me and my friend Ann who teaches belly dance went along together their were 10 of us in total at the speaking circle.It was somewhat different to my last one 4 years ago. We had no video camera which I kinda would have liked so I could…

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What Can Wolf Medicine Totem Teach You?

This past week and more I have been receiving a lot of messages on wolf. I am very interested in animal wisdom and was reading more on animal medicine last night. Sometimes animal totems appear from time to time and appear to go away for a while. I did not realise it was because we are not ready for their medicine. Owl for example was something I had strongly as…

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DREAM MEANING – KEY

Last night had an interesting dream highlighting some things that I have been finding challenging in my life. I dreamt I was standing at a bank machine talking to someone and instead of putting my card in the machine I put a key in. I panicked a bit thinking I might have messed up the machine the person next to me told me not to worry as the machine would…

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Overcoming My Fear Of Public Speaking

  Last night I attended a beginners belly dancing class in Cheltenham led by a wonderful teacher called Ann Blagdon.  I was a bit nervous as I hadn’t had a great experience with a belly dancing teacher in Gloucester. So I decided to start again as I had enjoyed a taster session with Ann at a natural health show in Cheltenham and I loved her teaching methods, her down to earth…

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Why I Dated An Older Man

Many moons ago when I first wrote this post I was dating an older man. It was not a long relationship because we realised we were more compatible as friends, but it was a soul relationship and still is. I still live with this older man, he is my best friend, my brother, my father, my teacher, my sister all rolled into one body. He is 81 this year and…

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Why I Quit Guru Worshipping

People in the metaphysical fields can take this whole spiritual experience so seriously! I know this because I used to be this way too and sometimes I still do. In the past I have met many who love their labels and their titles.  Titles like Reiki Master, Past Life Regressor, Angelic Atuner, Cosmic Re-Balancer… the labels go on. And I get this now. When I first wrote this post in…

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Why I Became A Vegetarian and Why I Quit

Why I Became A Vegetarian In February 2006 I attended a sweat lodge in Gloucestershire in the UK. I had no idea what to expect I just felt it was important to go. After reading online about Native American sweat lodges I wanted to see what it was all about. A sweat lodge involves a ritual depending on the purpose of the lodge. The lodge I attended was based on…

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