Since an early age I had a wide range of ideas about what I would like to experience in life, but these never stayed the same, they changed and evolved as I changed.
Now in my late thirties, I am surrendering to the fact that a career is not for everybody. A few nights ago I had a long drawn-out dream. I dreamt that to get anywhere in the world you had to climb ladders. They were no ordinary ladders; they were made of weaved wattle and not easy to get my feet into the steps. And nobody was coming down ladders. Everyone had to climb up. My feet kept getting stuck in the grooves. I was so frustrated in the dream. No sooner had I climbed one ladder another appeared and everyone else seemed to effortlessly climb them. The dream changed when I stopped, swore, and basically said “This is ridiculous! There must be an easier way.!”
And I woke up
My first fear-filled thought was that I was stuck and everyone was overtaking me until, while walking, it dawned on me what it meant. I was not stuck, the ladders may be for a lot of people. A lot of people may need to know where they are heading and may need to know the prescribed route (career path) to get there, through trainings, courses and education. However, some of us are here to experience and embrace uncertainty and the unknown more fully and to embrace the gift of spontaneous choice – no path. Instead each step presents itself when we need to take it and not a moment before.
A lot of people talk about things working out at the 11th hour, but with those of us walking ‘ladder-free’, every moment is the 11th hour. It feels like walking on a road and ahead there is no road just an empty chasm. We ladder-free humans step out onto that chasm trusting that as we step onto that empty space, another part of the road will reveal itself to us.
This may be called trust or simply stepping into the unknown.
How Do You Live Ladder-Free When All Around People Are Climbing Ladders?
You live in the moment.
You embrace where you are right now.
If you have something you love to do, do it without attachment to the future. Keep bringing yourself back to the present and remind yourself that every step has been taken care of in your past. You are always taken care of.
You find the gift in not knowing; you discover your own strength; you acknowledge that you came into this planet not to achieve but to live and breathe, and for life to expand and flow through you.
A tree does not know it is going to drop its leaves in Autumn. It only knows ‘leaves’ and when leaves drop it knows ‘leaves drop’. We are the same. Look at nature and mirror its grace.
Your spontaneous path is as beautiful and valuable as anyone elses. Embrace it.
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